stupidgirl86

Let's see where to begin.....On Feb. 19. 2008 we left Lebanon. Missouri to go to Bakersfield, California. It was Karl, Konstantina, Brenda(Karl's mom) and I in our new car (we got on 2/17/08, it's a 2000 White Chevy Lumina). OK was dark so I didn't get to see much but the McDonald's over the freeway. In TX I saw more and it was pretty, cold, and windy. NM was georgous! AZ was georgous as well all besides the blizard at night which it snowed a foot in like an hour or 2. CA wasn't bad but I wouldn't want to live there. NV was pretty as well but I wouldn't like to live there either. The major landmark that I remember was driving over the Hoover Dam at 2am! Very Scary!!!!

We went to CA because Karl's cousin's baby passed away. She was only a couple hours old and premature. I didn't think I would cry because I didn't know these people and I didn't even know the child. But when I got there I was dead wrong. I cried. I cried because that is every mother's worst fear. She wasn't a miscarriage she was delivered and passed away a few hours later. I cried because the child didn't have a chance to fight to live to experience everything. Karl's cousin, Dena had so much anger and I can't blame her. It may have been her 4th child but every child when you are a mom is percious in their own little uniqe way. I also meet the rest of Karl's family. They all seemed very nice and they all had open arms.

Well on the way home we decided to make a detour to Las Vegas, NV. As of February 23, 2008 Karl and I are married! We actually went to Califonia (drove) for a few days because Karl's cousin's baby passed away after a few hours of being born. So we went to the funeral. On the way home we hit up Las Vegas, Nevada and got married at A Special Memory Wedding Chapel. I knew about 2 days before we went to California that we were going to get married. For some odd reason I was nervous. I knew that I wanted to marry Karl, but I just was nervous. It was like "Oh my God Oh My God I'm getting married!" So I am now Mrs. Mason -aka- Miranda Mason! I told Karl I don't want to go back to Vegas because my first time there I got married. Just imagine if I go again! *giggles* I'm just playing. There isn't much difference in being married and living together really. Just I got to change my name on everything and there's more decisions to make as a "married" couple. lol. So anyways here are our wedding photos.....

( I Do....Cherish you )

We finally got home Feb. 25, 2008. Long long trip and glad to be home!

Tuesday, Oct. 9
Last night I woke up at 12:45am to 3 fire trucks, 1 utility vehicle, and 2 suv's outside. The black man's house across the street caught on fire. Thank God he wasn't home. (I don't think he was because his car wasn't there). The fire must have started anywhere from 10:30pm-12am. One of the neighbors must have seen it and called 911. I watched them until they all left which was 2:15am. I think that may be the cause of my nightmare. I feel so sorry for the guy across the street. I mean he has lived there longer than Karl and I have lived here. We didn't really know him much, but he has a kind heart. He helped us when he didn't have to and when we didn't ask. He always smiled and nodded when we drove by or was outside. I'm going to miss seeing him. :(
Tommorow I have to take Karl to the doctor's. His kidneys are really bothering him. He's pissing blood. And he curls up in a ball on the floor. I feel so bad for him. I wish I could take his pain away and have it for my own. :( So we will see what's going on tommorow. He doesn't want to go to the ER, which I think he should, but at least he's going to the doctor tommorow.

Today Karl changed the headlight in the car while I toke Konstantina outside with us and she got to paint a picture, herself and mommy. The neighbor helped Karl with changing the headlight. He's really helpful.

They're calling the fire at the neighbor's supsicious. :(

GOD MY TOOTH HURTS!!! I WANT TO CRY! And I can't take a pain killer because I just toke one about an hour ago and it's not working!!! Kill me now! I hate these fucking tooth aches!

**Name** Miranda
**Birthday/Age** May 31, 1986 / 21
**Location** Lebanon, Missouri, USA
**Marital Status** Engaged
**Sexual Preference** Bisexual
**About Me**
I am a mother to a beautiful baby girl. I talk about her a lot. I'm not only looking for mothers! I am actually wanting some non-mommy friends. I am EXTREMLY open minded and I expect you to be. There are points in my life that you have to be open minded! I guess you can say I'm kind of a wild one! My journal however is not for anyone under 18!!! I am an adult and I do talk about sexual things! I do not do drugs, so if you like talking about tripping and stuff like that, don't add me! I am engaged, but there is other things that make life incrediable! I don't cheat on my other half, but we are in a nice lifestyle. I love almost anything besides stuff like Brittney Spears and other shit like that. I don't talk about celeberties a lot and don't want to talk about them. I stay away from the topic of politians and religion. If you can't remember what fact and opinion is, don't add me! I mean come on! Everyone is entitled to their opinion and mine may not be right, but it's my opinion NOT fact! I will stand my ground. Do not add me if you are a DRAMA QUEEN! If I wanted that I could go to work and get that! I love all different types of movies and music. I love cartoons and I hate reality shows, unless it's Solitary! There's just something about a show where you are in solitude confinment and only have a computer to talk to! HAHAHA! I am fat so get over it! I do not join rating communities, so you are wasting your time with me!


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